g r a v e l
A L I T E R A R Y J O U R N A L
Mark Jackley
HAPPINESS
Sometimes it rises quietly
like water in the basement.
It may ruin something
you've lugged around for years,
stored in the dark,
bound with tape, whose mouth
you sealed, a thing you were
unable or unwilling
to let go of, so
it held you hostage too.
OLD GLORY
Angled on her pole
at forty-five degrees,
like the head of a horse
poking out from a country fence,
she is waiting to be whipped
by the next storm.
All the men will stamp
their feet and gallop madly.
IF
If I were the Addams Family tree we paid a guy
named Steve to trim and fell,
I would brightly burn
in Emily's and Matt's new old Sixties boondocks home
with its two wood stoves,
like confetti I would burst
all over Steve's red face and his stubby, hungry saw
to celebrate myself,
I would calmly face
the twenty-something cretins from the all-night party house
down the street who took the biggest
pieces from my base
and gathered in their driveway, circling with beers
and axes, wonder-struck
by my power and my girth.
I’d shine out from my stump like the clean face of the moon
and gaze up at the sun,
remembering our love-
making without cease, even in the naked winters,
screaming from my grasping
Thomas Hart Benton
limbs and when you leaned into the February gales,
like a lost bird,
you would hear me sing.
SITTING DOWN IN THE SHOWER
Hot tub on a budget.
Lazy man's water slide.
Maytag for the soul,
irrigation system for
calm, green thoughts
in the Mojave of middle age.
Low-rent Blue Lagoon.
Summer storm for one.
Jacuzzi for the jobless-
recovery, child-support
paying set. Closet monsoon,
rapids for the mild,
a poor man's Iguazu,
skinny-dipping for the shy.
World's lowest soapbox,
where monologues and dreams
disappear like bubbles
and gray hairs down the drain.
BABY,
all I ever wanted
was to hug you baby-like,
a la John and Yoko.
Mother complex but
sister too and dog
snoozing, potato bug
like the poems we are,
wadded in God’s pocket.
TO A GNOME
Bobbing towards the Azores in your smart red hat, a gift
to my sister for her sliver
of Manhattan garden,
swallowed in a New York minute by the hurricane—
tell me, sir, you are
staring down the waves
like De Niro. I will tell you Annie's nails are cracked
and dirty and the lilies,
the crocuses are back.